Friday, June 29, 2007
These things I'll never say
Bleagh. i dread next week when we're getting back results. BUT monday's youth day which means we won't be getting maths/chem on monday! yay! one more day to enjoy. we'd better have an outing on that day. i feel life coming back, if only momentarily.i feel so lousy cause i know i've been such a disappointment. i mean. it's really all my fault. i suppose i didn't study hard enough. and there goes so many opportunities. was whining to my brother and my mom. quite funny.
my brother made this really disgusting video. ok it's disgusting cause he was acting and he was kinda like acting mushy to a girl. :( and you know. grow so old already never see him act like that suddenly all the hairs just stand up. PLUS the last scene was supposed to be a gay scene so it ended with a guy hugging him. according to my brother they NG-ed a lot of times. hahaha.
I realise girls are really hypocritical at times. haha. was listening to this song on the way home today and thought: oh my! that's so true. girls will never say that i guess. hahaha. read the lyrics if you're bored. :)
These things I'll never say
I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth this Yeah
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you, what's on my mind?
If it ain't comin' out (If it ain't comin' out)
We're not goin' anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care?
'Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth itYeah
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away(Uh)
With these things I'll never say
What's wrong, with my tongue
These words keep slippin' awayI stutter, I stumble
Like I've got nothin' to say
'Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect'
Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth itYeah
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today!
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
These things I'll never say
guiyi at 2:14 AM
Friday, June 15, 2007
happiness
some people spend their whole lives searching for happiness.i think if you stop trying so hard, you'd find it.
but well. if that makes you happy.
guiyi at 12:54 AM
Monday, June 11, 2007
kids!
went to play with the kids on saturday. :)hey! i'm starting to like them.
and i realized i'm strong! :) can carry a few kids at one go.
muaahhaha.
anyway, i realized my blog is boring. haha. it's just been me ranting.
i love chem, but i hate mugging. how does that sound. :(
i will miss all the mugging cum gambling sessions during sentio rehearsals. :(
dancers i miss you already. :(
guiyi at 12:59 AM
Friday, June 01, 2007
boring holidays
holidays are boring. it's just been bibi catching all his "mouses". when i only have 1 toy mouse for him to play with.and it's only the first week! was supposed to finish j2 topics for chem by today but fat chance. haha. and i keep watching tv! :(
anyway, did i mention that ms universe 07 is from japan? super cool. :)
aie. i'm addicted. to tv. BOOOOO.
my cousin is getting married by the end of the year. oh my. i'm starting to feel old already.
farewell tomorrow! hai. don't know whether to feel happy, relieved or sad.
guiyi at 6:36 PM