Friday, June 29, 2007
These things I'll never say
Bleagh. i dread next week when we're getting back results. BUT monday's youth day which means we won't be getting maths/chem on monday! yay! one more day to enjoy. we'd better have an outing on that day. i feel life coming back, if only momentarily.i feel so lousy cause i know i've been such a disappointment. i mean. it's really all my fault. i suppose i didn't study hard enough. and there goes so many opportunities. was whining to my brother and my mom. quite funny.
my brother made this really disgusting video. ok it's disgusting cause he was acting and he was kinda like acting mushy to a girl. :( and you know. grow so old already never see him act like that suddenly all the hairs just stand up. PLUS the last scene was supposed to be a gay scene so it ended with a guy hugging him. according to my brother they NG-ed a lot of times. hahaha.
I realise girls are really hypocritical at times. haha. was listening to this song on the way home today and thought: oh my! that's so true. girls will never say that i guess. hahaha. read the lyrics if you're bored. :)
These things I'll never say
I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth this Yeah
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you, what's on my mind?
If it ain't comin' out (If it ain't comin' out)
We're not goin' anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care?
'Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth itYeah
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away(Uh)
With these things I'll never say
What's wrong, with my tongue
These words keep slippin' awayI stutter, I stumble
Like I've got nothin' to say
'Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect'
Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth itYeah
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today!
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
These things I'll never say
guiyi at 2:14 AM